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I'm a slave
and I am a master
no restraints and
unchecked collectors
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tJl8zo__6jM
I exist throught my need
to self oblige
she is something in me
that I despise
I can't make her real
she isn't real...
Lord if you don't help I can't get through this
I can't
Lord I'm too old for games
Foolish games
And I'm tired of rhetoric
Meaningless rhetoric
That never changes things
Lord just help me
Help me
I was feeling God's pain
And I've never had anything
That's been any worth to God
In my 50 years
That wasn't born in agony
Never never
Dead...empty...
And I know that sermons won't do it
I know that Revelation won't do it
Covenant won't do it
I know now
Oh my God
Do I know it
Until I hit agony
Until I have been anguished over it
I'm preaching sermons
Oh God
I broke down
And I wept
And I mourned
Does it matter to you